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So sad, so boring
So sad, so boring, no hands to shake
When sorrow fills your mind
Dreams and desires are all fake
And your best years—behind!
Why bother loving? Love will pass
No, eternal love one cannot attain.
And when I look into my past
Both joy and tears seem vain...
Sooner or later, a cold mind
Will heal the pain of passion
And life, as you coldly look behind
Seems just a joke—stupid, old-fashioned...
(1840)
OBJECTS OF HIS AFFECTION. Lermontov had many loves in his short life (clockwise from top right): Yekaterina Sishkova (unknown artist), to whom the poet dedicated a whole cycle of poems, later dubbed “Sushkovskiye.” Alexandra Vereshchagina (artist unknown), a relative on his mother’s side, in whose album Lermontov scribed many poems. His poem “Angel of Death” is dedicated to her. Varvara Lopukhina (water color by Lermontov) was one of Lermontov’s greatest loves. He dedicated to her “Praver,” “We parted but your portrait...” and “Valerik.” Letters Lopukhina had written to Lermontov were later destroyed by her elderly husband, N.F. Bakhmetev. Countess Yevdokiya Rostopchina (watercolor by P.F. Sokolov), was a well-known writer and poet. The young Lermontov was enamored with her, and they became close friends in 1841, shortly before Lermontov’s death. He dedicated to her the poem “I believe, under one star.” Emiliya Musina-Pushkina (watercolor by V.I. Gau) was the wife of a former Decembrist, Count Vasily Musin-Pushkin. Lermontov dedicated to her the poem “Musinoy-Pushkinoy.”
The Sail
A lonely sail, that white spot
Lost in the fog of the blue sea
What is the sailor’s secret plot?
Why would he want to flee?
The waves are high, the wind is strong
The mast bends and creaks
Alas! For happiness he does not long
Nor from it does he streak!
So bright, so limpid the sea below
The sun like gold, the wind so stiff...
But no, he asks the wind to blow,
As if a storm could bring relief!
(1832)
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